A Thought

You know the movie "It's a Wonderful Life"? I'm sure you do, are you alive? Anyways, sometimes I distinctly feel as though I'm living in that movie, in the flip-side world that isn't right, that is less than pleasant. I've always thought about that a lot. All these movies about another dimension, another reality that is born when a decision is made and two possible consequences and two possible realities come to fruition. Does this make sense? But, I feel like I'm in the wrong one. I'm in the shitty one that people are shown in the future by a guardian angel, saying "See how it could have been?" Not necessarily that my life is bad or horrible. It's pretty great. I'm happy. Just sometimes, it feels...off. Like someone, somewhere in my reality, made the wrong decision, and now I'm stuck. It's not fair. I don't mean to be whiny. I'm just trying to explain why I'm in such a mood of late. I'm trying to explain it to myself more than to anyone else. It's all so other dimensionly. See???